I'm ready...

I've been so nervous this whole pregnancy, but now I am really getting anxious and excited. I've had a feeling something would go wrong just like it always has for me and babies. But I'm starting to really feel good about everything. As much as I haven't been wanting a c-section I've really become okay with it--in fact kind of looking forward to it.
I know this will be my chance to cuddle with my new baby right away as opposed to days after delivery like it has always been for me. I can't wait to nurse a baby again. That is one of the many things that I miss from G1 being a little baby. I could never get the girls to latch on and pumping became way too stressful for me, so I didn't get the chance with them. I can't wait for everyone that comes to the hospital to actually get to meet our new baby instead of only getting to see her through the glass or on pictures. I'm ready to complain and stress about all the trivial things that new mom's take for granted the first couple weeks. :-P
I'm ready for a break from the 3Gs and I think it will do them good to have a break from me.
I'm ready to start working on getting my body back. I'm ready for my back to not hurt 24/7. I'm ready to be able to stand for more than 10 minutes at a time. I'm ready to have clothes that fit over my belly. I'm ready to be able to roll over in bed without having it become a 1/2 hour event. I'm ready to get my hormones in check so that I can stop fighting with Matt and the kids all day everyday. I'm ready to not feel so frumpy and big.
I'm ready to meet my new princess!!!

I know this post probably doesn't make a lot of sense, but it's more for me than anything.